random thought

don't you sometimes wish that you had remained in the dark when it comes to certain facts?

That not knowing this would've spared you some, and would've actually allowed you to go living your life without an extra piece of info you really didn't need to know..

• don't you sometimes prefer to keep your own misguided childish perceptions?

I'm just saying! ...

wisdom from today

When you're in love with someone be careful not to get stuck into a little bubble with them because then you have created a small world, and if that happens, with that bubble being very fragile one little mistake can make it break and sadly so will you heart.

thinking bout someone

after 5 years all that's left of you and all you're now, is just memories in a taped up box.

Darkness wanna-be..

You must have been wondering when were these lyrics coming.. i tried to resist it for some time, but it's sooooo well-suited with the mood, no?

and it's the first recommended lesson in Darkness for Dummies ;)

If you have any suggestions for a darkness beginner, drop them in :)

I see a red door and I want it painted black No colors anymore I want them to turn black I see the girls walk by dressed in their summer clothes I have to turn my head until my darkness goes I see a line of cars and they're all painted black With flowers and my love both never to come back I see people turn their heads and quickly look away Like a new born baby it just happens every day I look inside myself and see my heart is black I see my red door and it has been painted black Maybe then Ill fade away and not have to face the facts Its not easy facing up when your whole world is black No more will my green sea go turn a deeper blue I could not foresee this thing happening to you If I look hard enough into the setting sun My love will laugh with me before the morning comes I see a red door and I want it painted black No colors anymore I want them to turn black I see the girls walk by dressed in their summer clothes I have to turn my head until my darkness goes Hmm, hmm, hmm,... I wanna see it painted, painted black Black as night, black as coal I wanna see the sun blotted out from the sky I wanna see it painted, painted, painted, painted black

Wait and See

How does one differentiate between fear of something new and a bad hunch? Given a hunch is your inner feeling or your intuition, And since everyone is saying against it, And since everyone is always right, and its only after you're almost drowned that you realized you should have listened. Does this mean you should listen this time too? And if so, what do you do about this bad feeling tying you down? But then, the times when you followed advice , you ended up as messed up as when you followed your own guts. On one hand, you have someone to blame but on the other hand, you were a lot unhappy while following this advice as it didn't feel right. So , what do you do? Wait and see

walla eih?

the thought Why are we constantly over-obsessed with the happy ending that we forget about happy beginnings and happy middles.. I'd pick a happy middle anytime! the bottom "What if reality is nothing but some disease?"

Out of words

I've been suffering from an "out of words" syndrome, where I can't find anything to write. Actually, to be more elaborate, I've been suffering from a "don't feel like writing" syndrome. At first, I thought, maybe because I'm busy, Ramadan , work and all, but it's way simpler than that.. I just lost the will to write. I won't say it came all of a sudden, I actually felt it coming...!!! "the Girl of words" as my friends call me has officially out of words :(