i don't wanna talk about it

I'm assuming that I may not be happy where my life is going or at least where my life "is" right now though its not really a big deal to me, as long as i'm in an in between phase of happiness and misery.
reason i say so is because each day i add a new issue to my " I DON'T WANNA TALK ABOUT" list

which i sometimes call it my "easy way list"
i  might seem aggressive to people from the out side but i know and people who really know me well know i'm not, yet to me i think I'm becoming tense, having this fear of tomorrow, having a huge feeling of emptiness and loneliness yet i don't feel lost just irritable.

 it's one of those phases which I just feel like curling in bed,
or hiding  in the corner of my room with curtains closed and hope nobody finds me.
I just don't wanna talk about things or perhaps talk about anything
 i don't wanna talk about:

Why do you often think about him? I don't want to talk about it.

Why aren't  you making new friends? i don't want to talk about it

Where is folana? We haven't heard her name in a while. 

What are you doing this weekend? 

Why don't you go out anymore? I don't want to talk about it.

why are you afraid of eating? Are you still on a diet? loosing weight? 

Is that your breakfast? I don't want to talk about it. 

Are you still single? 

No one interesting around you?

I don't want to talk about it. 

still not fitting in at your new work?I don't want to talk about it. 

whats wrong with you? I just don't want to talk about it..

i mean we all have our issues to handle so i don't wanna annoy others with my own issues that's if they truly cared, but if not my life is a subject for chit-chatting