About a scarred heart..

they say "what doesn't kill you makes you stronger"

but they never mentioned that to get stronger, you have to be killed inside..!

A heart always heals.. 

so it can get hurt again.

Hurts that leave scars.
Scars to remind you ! 

Remind you of what you can never forget.
Scars to let you know how strong you've become !!

And when you finally feel strong enough,You realize that you never actually needed strength !

All you need is a living memory to remind you that you are still alive in the times you feel so dead !

Souls trapped in dead selves,chased by memories..

When the world goes around and only your clock stops,You find yourself frozen in time,alone.

You try to escape to never land...

Walking in passages surrounded by smoke ,

everything is so clear,you look, you see, you smile,it's dark..

but it's your picture perfect !

You reach for your voice ,but talking is too painful, listening to your own voice aches !
Aching inside with every echo..!

You are never sober ,but always awake, always aware..

 You die in the most times you are living

Fight for a breath when all you inhale is smoke.
 

You listen to songs in your head, The lyrics all make sense now,you're seeing what you've never seen before !
You're looking at yourself,a stranger !
Someone you don't know.. 

 "HI,have we met? 

why do you look so familiar to me?"
 

In times you can never recognize your own self anymore..
 

Everything seems so horrible, 

so meaningless so you search for ways to lose yourself even more
in order to not be able to realize the fact of losing it long ago..

shattered away..in million pieces of me !