when you....

When you love someone you want to spend every second of the miserable existence that people call life with him/her. yet when you spend time with that special person life becomes worth living and you can't think what it'd be like with them in your life. when the thought of them being next to you puts a smile on your face and swagger in your step you begin to realize that they make you feel like an angel who can do no wrong when they're around you. but in this miserable existence we call life nothing good can last long and when it ends you can just look back and say how did i screw this one up and wow what a jerk i was. When u tell them how u really feel you wonder how they will react and how they will think of you. You hope they will love you faithfully back and you hope that you will be able to see them more and more, but in reality that never happens you're left in the dust with nothing but yourself to comfort and say it'll be fine.