Comfort Zone

my "lather, rinse, repeat" routine is changing willingly or by force that's not the issue!
I am now officially out of my comfort zone..
was it a comfort zone really? Not really but I was haunted with a fear of it becoming one!
change for the sake of change is bad,
but this is change for the sake of.... hmmm... growing? yes, growing, maturing, and moving out.. (i hope!)

Those who wanted me in their lives is gone.. and who want me to leave don't know what i learned by staying and was even scared of my being around them.. so this was/is/will be my call alone...

only me know how I liked it at first, and how it suffocated me later, and i know the in between..


Random facts (or what my friend calls "leakage from a water cooler")

* I love the taste of lemon and mint..
* Recently I feel guilty for sleeping more than i should !!
* I have a terrible headache
* In spite of being an unemotional, antisocial, autistic person, i will miss them.. some more than others, but i will miss them..
* I am very nostalgic!

The summer days are gone too soon
You shoot the moon
And miss completely
And now you're left to face the gloom
The empty room that once smelled sweetly
Of all the flowers you plucked if only
You knew the reason
Why you had to each be lonely
Was it just the season?


i had more thoughts to write, bass khalass that's about it for now..