i miss you

Seems I'm not getting over you. I keep thinking of you and all the times we had together; the fun and the not so fun. I remember the days I used to complain, I was so naive, forgive me, I now know how much of an idiot I was to be sad in such a heaven. I miss everything about you. I miss hanging out with you, having coffee, sharing music, chatting with you, i miss having launch with you, watching TV, discussing BL episodes.. i miss seeing myself in your eyes, i miss feeling alive.. I discovered that since our life together was so fulfilling, I up on our social life, and now, its so hard not to have either of you. It's so hard to try to get in touch with old friends and I don't have enough of you. I'm becoming a social retard. Anyway, that's all side effects which I am trying to accommodate to. At the end I'd say,still i am thankful for the opportunity, the experience, this year together. Like they say, it's better to have loved and lost than not to have loved at all, otherwise, how would I have known such genuine love. NOT OVER YOU Sarah