Quote, Lyrics and In a moment of insanity

For today's post, I'll just put a quote from one of my favorite movies, and a line from one of my favorite songs. and a thought in my mind These represent my mood now. From Love Actually, Daniel: So what's the problem, Sammy-o? Is it just Mum or is it something else? Maybe... school - are you being bullied? Or is it something worse? Can you give me any clues at all? Sam: You really want to know? Daniel: I really want to know. Sam: Even though you won't be able to do anything to help? Daniel: Even if that's the case, yeah. Sam: Okay. Well, the truth is... actually... I'm in love. Daniel: Sorry? Sam: I know I should be thinking about Mum all the time, and I am. But the truth is I'm in love and I was before she died, and there's nothing I can do about it. Daniel: [laughs] Aren't you a bit young to be in love? Sam: No. Daniel: Oh, well, okay, right. Well, I mean, I'm a little relieved. Sam: Why? Daniel: Well, because I thought it would be something worse. Sam: [incredulous] Worse than the total agony of being in love? Daniel: Oh. No, you're right. Yeah, total agony. And from, Book of my life , by Sting There are promises broken and promises kept Angry words that were spoken, when I should have wept There's a chapter of secrets, and words to confess If I lose everything that I possess There's a chapter on loss and a ghost who won't die There's a chapter on love where the ink's never dry There are sentences served in a prison I built out of lies. and from somewhere deeply in my mind there's a thought IN A MOMENT OF INSANITY A struggle whether to give up and let go Or to stick with the hope and a memory of the day we laughed. A struggle with myself, to make a choice. Each option is torture, let go of a dream, of that day coming back Or stick with the pain until it does. After the struggle that went on for months In one moment of insanity, I decided ... Insanity came suddenly, too beautiful but too deadly... Perhaps it's a drug, to give you peace and tranquility But take away your soul… And in that moment I saw peace at a distance.. I knew I had to get there I just didn't know how Maybe if I gave up everything… Maybe if I tried… I let go of everything, One at a time Plans, Ambition, Career Friends, Family, Self All that remains is the insanity and the hope of the day coming back