of the seven deadly sin: sloth

Oh my darling, how I wish you were here now , after the day I had. You couldn't possibly imagine how your absence is affecting me. My life is lifeless and shallow without you. Oh , darling, how I miss you so! You've been away for quite sometime now and I am counting the days, hours and minutes till you return. I waste my time through night and day waiting and waiting. And I wonder, is there a one percent chance that you feel the same way I do? My darling, be sure that I am not greedy nor selfish. I love you just the way you are. I love you knowing that you no longer feel the same way for me. I love you knowing that all I can be , is just a tiny insignificant detail in your life. But, darling , it's fine, really! I never expected and never will expect anything in return. I might appear too crazy to my friends; but, the way I see it, is that love is the ultimate goal. To love you, is enough for me. To see you happy, makes my day. To have you to think about, fills my time. To wake up thinking what to wear to look my best to see you, is what actually gets me out of bed every morning. Oh how much I miss you. Every day , I'd, where I wonder; could I have , perhaps once, even for a split of a second, have crossed you mind? And if I were to cross your mind, what difference would it make? You and I , just like night and day, are at two opposite ends of the world. I know that! I know that this is how things are meant to be. But right now, I don't care. All I care about is how much love you! All I do is daydream of you! This ladies and gentlemen was sloth,one of the seven deadly sins! For sloth does not only mean laziness; it also means sadness and apathy! Hope you enjoy!