Memory persistence

the fact i discovered: time changes nothing, i've been relying in a phrase that has been repeatedly said over and over through the years that says "time/life goes on" reminding myself that i'll forget with time, that somehow my memories, feelings, pain will someday vanish, but what i found is that time and life has stood still since he somehow find the guts to stay away from me, to cut me out of his life.. you know whats the saddest thing about it is that things between us has come to this level. and the only phrase for him that's consistently in my mind now, the only phrase that's hunting me is "when somebody gets into your heart if he/she came out he/she come out with flesh and blood" look who's blood is in your hand's now..