random thoughts about goodbyes

i am a girl who is permanently feeling insecure, who gets worried for anything and about everything

i am someone with abandoning issues

but most of all i am a girl who doesn't do goodbyes, i never see someone off, i never totally break up or end my relation with anybody, theres always a half closed door, a window somewhere for entering back

i hate goodbyes and i don't do them and even if i wanted i don't know how..

isn't goodbye the saddest word that anybody can hear, i mean its a powerful word like goodbye here i said it i won't be around any more, i said goodbye so i won't hold you again..i said goodbye so all my promises is automatically broken.

i hate goodbyes