I always stood up for my belief that happiness is a choice, people quote me for this say
recently someone quoted "happiness is a choice" while i was around.
and actually i was board so i gazed into the unknown thinking of my saying
IT has the feel of truth at least to me.
I know when I'm normal happiness IS a choice.
It's something I choose to be. I don't let all the little buggy boos in life get me down.
I choose to be happy and thus I am.
But there are times when that's just impossible.
When I am deeply depressed, way down there, I am incapable of choosing happiness and even if I could choose it it would mean nothing.
When I'm way down like that my attention must always be focused on survival. I must keep my attention on making it through.
I cannot let my focus wonder lest I lose the battle and potentially lose my life.
It's times like this that happiness becomes an unreachable goal.
For whatever reason, be it situational, a chemical imbalance in my head, or whatever, I am way too far down in the dumps to be able to choose happiness. It's all I can do to survive.
As much as I long to choose happiness, as much as I try, I find it to be an unreachable goal many times lately.
The sadness, the darkness, is overwhelming and leaves no room for happiness.
lately i have a feeling that there's something that sucks all the light and life out of me and leaves me unable to make the choice to be happy.
I just wanted to clarify that. Someone suffering from depression is simply unable to choose happiness.
While for the vast majority of us happiness IS a choice,
for some people there is no choice possible.
They are not to be faulted for not choosing happiness.
They would make that choice if at all possible.
i realized that It just isn't an option for everyone to chose happiness.
recently someone quoted "happiness is a choice" while i was around.
and actually i was board so i gazed into the unknown thinking of my saying
IT has the feel of truth at least to me.
I know when I'm normal happiness IS a choice.
It's something I choose to be. I don't let all the little buggy boos in life get me down.
I choose to be happy and thus I am.
But there are times when that's just impossible.
When I am deeply depressed, way down there, I am incapable of choosing happiness and even if I could choose it it would mean nothing.
When I'm way down like that my attention must always be focused on survival. I must keep my attention on making it through.
I cannot let my focus wonder lest I lose the battle and potentially lose my life.
It's times like this that happiness becomes an unreachable goal.
For whatever reason, be it situational, a chemical imbalance in my head, or whatever, I am way too far down in the dumps to be able to choose happiness. It's all I can do to survive.
As much as I long to choose happiness, as much as I try, I find it to be an unreachable goal many times lately.
The sadness, the darkness, is overwhelming and leaves no room for happiness.
lately i have a feeling that there's something that sucks all the light and life out of me and leaves me unable to make the choice to be happy.
I just wanted to clarify that. Someone suffering from depression is simply unable to choose happiness.
While for the vast majority of us happiness IS a choice,
for some people there is no choice possible.
They are not to be faulted for not choosing happiness.
They would make that choice if at all possible.
i realized that It just isn't an option for everyone to chose happiness.
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