Friday, April 15, 2011

نزولا على قسوة البوح

رحت اراجع ما سجل الصمت لى من جراح وما صادرته يد القدر القوية على السطر
كل الفواجع مرصودة حسب تاريخ شنقى بها
بالدقة حزنى
كل الهزائم شاخصة فى انتظار  البكاء
ولكنى ما عدت اعرف كيف ابكى
ما عدت اعرف كيف احزن او كيف انكسر و اضعف
صرت صخرة

Saturday, March 26, 2011

الرجل الرابع


في حياة المراة ثلاثة رجال ...
رجل تحبة ويحبها لكن تقابله في وقت متأخر يستحيل فيه تحول الحب الي زواج ...
ورجل يعشقها وحده ويتمني زواجها وهي لا تعبأ بحبه ..
ورجل احبته واحبها..واصبح ماضي لا تريد حتي ان تتذكره ...
ووسط الثلاثة يظهر الرجل الرابع الذي قد يحمل الحد الادني من كل هؤلاء وغالبا يكون هذا هو عريس الغفلة بكل اسف ..

reality sucks life out of me..

I am an excitable person who only understands life lyrically, musically, in whom feelings are much stronger as reason. I am so thirsty for the marvelous that only the marvelous has power over me. Anything I can not transform into something marvelous, I let go. Reality doesn't impress me. 
I only believe in intoxication, in ecstasy, and when ordinary life shackles me, I escape, one way or another. No more walls.
~ Anaïs Nin

and to answer an old question:
Are we factually as daring as we “literary” are?
Are we all seeking ecstasy – quasi masturbating – with liberating literature or art, and disregarding – whether consciously or dreamingly – our limitations in reaching “neverland”?


I did, you did, we did.. We dreamt of neverland, and we started creating it. But reality is harsh, and it turned a dreamy neverland into a castle of ashes, another form of shackling reality.. So we were escaping from one cage into another, with the illusion of escape... We promised to float, "etre en mer", but we were weights pulling each other down to drown..

Oh well, reality sucks.. sucks the life out of me.

Monday, January 17, 2011

i wanna know what love is??

i am sorry virtual world for not being around much
i am just in a silent speechless mood , thats if you were wondering where have i been,
here's a song that has been playing repeatedly on my mp3
my it warm your heart :)


I gotta take a little time
A little time to think things over
I better read between the lines
In case I need it when I'm older

This mountain I must climb
Feels like the world's upon my shoulders
Through the clouds I see love shine
It keeps me warm as life grows colder

In my life there's been heartache and pain
I don't know if I can face it again
I can't stop now, I've traveled so far
To change this lonely life

I want to know what love is
I want you to show me
I want to feel what love is
I know you can show me

I'm gonna take a little time
A little time to look around me
I've got nowhere left to hide
It looks like love has finally found me

In my life there's been heartache and pain
I don't know if I can face it again
Can't stop now, I've traveled so far
To change this lonely life

I want to know what love is
I want you to show me
I want to feel what love is
I know you can show me
wynnona judd i wanna know what love is?

Tuesday, December 07, 2010

one of you've got mail memorable quotes ''stolen thoughts''

Sometimes I wonder about my life. 
I lead a small life - well, valuable, but small 
and sometimes I wonder, do I do it because I like it, or because I haven't been brave?
 So much of what I see reminds me of something I read in a book, why shouldn't it be the other way around? 
I don't really want an answer.
 I just want to send this cosmic question out into the void.
 So good night, dear void.

Thursday, December 02, 2010

prayer from today

ربي إن كآنت آلدنيآ متعبة لي فألهمني آلصبر حتى أغآدرها إليك . . وآجعل خآتمتي من أفضل أعمآلي . . وآقضني إليك وأنت قد طهرتني من ذنوبي

Wednesday, December 01, 2010

a question from today

when your previous life experiences preset your heart and mind to be always afraid
afraid of opening up in fear of getting hurt,
afraid of getting close to someone in fear of watching them walk away,
afraid of loving in fear of losing ones you love,
afraid of pausing and relaxing for a while in fear of missing something
what should you do???