untitled thoughts

i might be feeling a hundred feeling, i might not be able to tell them, i might not be able to find words to describe them even yet fear i can describe and yes i feel afraid to see you with your next lover,as i might cry, or to see you with a lover for whom you are ready to die,I'm afraid that you are gone and every time i will feel the pain of your absence I'm afraid I'll need to cry. yet i know well i should Fear not, for you have nothing to fear.. care not what i hear, what matters is i shared... was love, was pain, was a million things to gain, was hope was light, was a reason to live and fight????!!!!... the day we were drawn apart was the day my death had start,..