darker shade of black

Not very long ago, I used to know him And now I know he's back Maybe older, maybe wiser but With a darker shade of black * * * I'm his sleepless nights For no apparent reason I'm his endless fights Between faithfulness and treason I'm his depressive words That scare the girls away Like useless chirping birds In the dawn of a new day I'm his false high hopes Of words written in vain I'm everything he wrote Causing nothing but pain I'm his tired eyes Waiting for the tears of rain And his stupid goodbyes that he never says I'm his funny looks And words that make me smile Sitting between his web world Hidden behind a pile I'm his betraying heart That never wants to learn From the battles that start And end in a bleeding burn I'm his few nightmares And fewer happy dreams And his long empty stares At nothing as it seems I'm his eternal gaze At the facts of hateful life And his long walks in the maze Explaining the word "strife" I'm his unborn child That he will never see Even though he's still convinced That all is meant to be I'm his endless story Of a heart with a broken man With no blood and no glory So forget me if you can