random thoughts during the afternoon

- I haven't enjoyed a cozy night with someone i like in a very long time. -I went to bed at dawn and I woke up after four hours feeling fresh. - Throughout my whole life I felt I am destined to wait. Wait for everything. Wait for people, for transportation, for things to happen, for events that change my life and so on... things happen, people come and go and I'm still waiting.. - I'm glad I'm writing my thoughts like that. Better than writing a diary. Sometimes when I want to write a diary I find nothing at all to write down. Just a blank page. - Sometimes I wonder if I literally have a heart. I touch my chest and I feel the heartbeats, yet I still imagine a hollow dark space inside. "I'm in the dark here, you understand? I'm in the dark!". Al Pacino as Colonel Frank Slade - Scent of a woman - I still can't believe I have to travel again, and I wonder how it will be when I leave behind everyone and everything again. :( - There is nothing in the world like taking a walk in Alexandria and feeling the cool air caressing your face. even if it will make you sick later :) - I keep listening to Chicago songs over and over again. Chicago the band not the musical nor the movie. Every word touches a scar hidden deep inside. "There is nothing like the sight of an amputated spirit. There is no prosthetic for that". Also Al Pacino as Colonel Frank Slade - Scent of a woman - I'm grateful for everything in my life.