FOR THE BUTTERFLIE

I apologize For being unable To read those letters I apologize For breaking all the rules Ignoring all the signs For deliberately refusing To realize That I am just another one Of "these girls" Who gather, who get closer Then get burn with fire Like butterflies Was it a dream? I don't know If it was so It would have been A dream that grew By feeding on mere lies A fantasy That brought me back to life That gave me a thousand souls Sent me to a thousand skies Even though it was a lie That came in a gigantic size And I don't regret Being left in the dark With nothing but my scars I don't regret being called The girl who always cries And I won't forget The hope that blinked For only a few moments Like a shooting star Just before it dies Once again, I apologize They gather, they get closer Then burn in your fire Like butterflies .....