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How does it feel When you still have the pain Of wounds that will never heal?? When you still can taste the sweetness Of the moments you have stolen from life? How does it feel When you never can tell What was fake from what was real? How could you know That you'll have a different ending For your show That what was meant to be Was to let go How could you know That you'll never stop swimming against the flow How long did it last? And how sweet did it taste? And if the future is the past How many lives you'll waste?