Something Dead Inside

My face will never show The fact that I want to hide But I already know There's something dead inside It's dead, has been for years No matter how I try Looking for smiles or tears Only to myself I lie You can never wake the dead I've learned it the hard way And what I got instead Was a curse that's meant to stay Don't look for my dark side Don't try to dig below Whether murder or suicide I think I'm ready to go Things could never get worse When trying to run away Chased by an eternal curse I'm forced to remain astray Nothing in front of me And nothing left behind My eyes can barely see There's something dead inside