Unemotional decision

I thought about it over and over again and again and  I made my decision. 

Had it been a normal feature however big, we would have decided its not worth the effort. But wait, why compare it to a feature when its much much more. 

Had it been a  project, that feasibility study would prove it not worthwhile, so we won't bother.

So, I did study all the aspects, examine them closely and took a rational unemotional decision. I don't like life...

I want out.

My decision should neither imply that I'm depressed (although I am, but that's beside the point), nor that I am suicidal (cause I'm not at all). 

I'm just adding 1+1 rationally and unemotionally; I don't like life, I want out!