the seasonal blues

I start with my seasonal blues Every year, around this time of year, mid December to mid February, I get my seasonal blues. I'm not sure why this particular time of the year; might has to do with the amount of terrible things that have occurred in this particular time of year. Maybe with the fact that we place so much hopes on the "new year" and by the end of the year, it's time when we face the fact that another year has gone and we haven't accomplished much. Maybe because because of after the new year Valentine season "the loneliest time of the year" will hit my and knocks my out again, because of the negative co notations that I grew to associate with it. Just maybes.. I can't really tell. Anyway, I usually try not to acknowledge this season, hoping that if I ignore it, the blues will go away. Apparently, they never do. It's a nasty trick that life always plays on me. But , I'm fine.. really, or so I'd like to think. Well anyway, that being said, I move from my seasonal blues to my seasonal greetings... Happy New Year everyone! May you never be cursed with demons like I have in my head!