wisdom from today

Saso Saso Saso :- you are an extremely dangerous, maniac person... you really must end up alone instead of getting somebody a heart attack ( that's a Sincere word of advice from me, noone else will dare to face you with this clear truth)

• somethings are better left undone , some wards are better left unsaid, some people are better left alone sometimes...
• good intentions don't erase the stupidity and foolishness that translated that intentions into act, good intentions didn't save me the embarrassing and the stamped bad Impression in someones mind....
• keep your feet away from the black couches
• don't walk on the carpets with your shoes
• don't touch the walls...
• don't try to get out a bottle of Pepsi out of the fridge because you may miraculously end up spiting the Pepsi one the plug and causing a fire!!!.....
• don't press the ON button on the A/C remote because you are not trusted to do so, something may happen!!!!....

though today was a chain of unexpected, wild, embarrassing, unreasonable, wrong events , the one that's really was kinda of nice is "to wait until the end, wait for what happens after, wait to enjoy the silence and peacefulness, wait because what happens after is who we are, and what its about.

• i still believe in your words "it will all make sense once we look in each others eyes"

finally today as i was opening the door to leave, i got this strange feeling out of nowhere that I'm leaving a part of me or actually all of me inside, i felt as if I'm not getting out the same me that entered, something surely has changed in me, or in this relation, yet i believe whatever it's , its permanent, i was afraid to shutdown the door, and after i did i stood for a couple of minutes in front of it staring at the door number, the tiny blue sticker and i had one one feeling, i no longer have access to this place , i felt i won't be here again... that's pretty much my day, horror and mass, insanity , silence, pleasure, and pain... P.S. tell you a secret, i wish i didn't put on my heroine character and decided to go. i didn't like what i saw or what i did :(