are you that fool to fall in love !!!

Have you ever been in love? Horrible isn’t it? it makes you so vulnerable, it opens your chest and it opens up your heart and it means that someone can get inside you and mess you up, you spend your life building up all these defenses, so that nothing can hurt you, then one stranger shows up out of nowhere, wanders into your life, you give them a piece of you they didn’t ask for it.. then They do something dumb one day, like kiss you or smile at you, and then your life isn’t your own anymore. Love takes hostages, it gets inside you, it eats you out and leaves you crying in the darkness, so a simple phrase like "maybe we should just be friends" or "i think its not gonna work between us" turns into a glass splinter working its way into your heart it hurts not just in imagination. not just in the mind, it’s a soul-hurt, its the kind of pain that get inside you and rips you apart... i hate love