Tuesday, June 16, 2009

Definitions I

Heartache is feeling all the love you could possibly possess for that one person and at the same time know that the feelings are not mutual. Heartache is having that feeling of anticipation crushed down when you see him and know that you can’t have him. Heartache is trying to be a good friend and listen to him express his own feelings of love... for someone else. Heartache is trying hardly not to say or do anything that can demolish his current relationship. Heartache is wanting so desperately to grab him and give him one of those huge fireworks exploding, academy-award winning kisses,that would only happen in a movie because he's looking forward to be kissed by somebody else..... Heartache is forcing your body to play dead towards him so as to not give any true feeling away, even though the deafening sound of your heart beating out his name is driving you insane. Heartache is having to tell someone who just asked who that drove you home the other day and i reply: "oh him, we're just friends", while inside you cry and whisper.. "that’s all he'll ever want me to be to him JUST A FRIEND.."

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