when you....

When you love someone you want to spend every second of the miserable existence that people call life with him/her. yet when you spend time with that special person life becomes worth living and you can't think what it'd be like with them in your life. when the thought of them being next to you puts a smile on your face and swagger in your step you begin to realize that they make you feel like an angel who can do no wrong when they're around you. but in this miserable existence we call life nothing good can last long and when it ends you can just look back and say how did i screw this one up and wow what a jerk i was. When u tell them how u really feel you wonder how they will react and how they will think of you. You hope they will love you faithfully back and you hope that you will be able to see them more and more, but in reality that never happens you're left in the dust with nothing but yourself to comfort and say it'll be fine.

a thought from today

"If there is something to desire, there will be something to regret. If there is something to regret, there will be something to recall. If there was nothing to regret, there was nothing to desire.

a thought from today

People are like shopping at a store. You can't be yourself with some, cause they won't take you, you can't be a fake, cause they will return you. You just gotta be real with those who really like you for who you are.

realization in today

You don’t know what goes on in anyone’s life but your own. And when you mess with one part of a person’s life, you’re not messing with just that part. Unfortunately, you can’t be that precise and selective. When you mess with one part of a person’s life, you’re messing with their entire life.

a though

I guess a big part of growing up is dealing with regret. Swallowing your pride. There are some things in life you can't go back and change, no matter how much you want to

i wish

sometimes i wish i were a little girl again.. as skinned knees are easier to fix than broken hearts.

just a thought

At some point, you have to make a decision. Boundaries don't keep other people out. They fence you in. Life is messy. That's how we're made. So, you can waste your lives drawing lines. Or you can live your life crossing them.

relizations

The moments we've been with each other Are moments I'm going to cherish forever Even the times we fought with each other That's why I only wish we could be together Right now I can only think of you And what could have been if I was with you But I was meant for a different path I guess somewhere, where I couldn't see you Moving on is a very hard step to make And it's one I'd have to take But right now all The memories we made I just don't want to throw them away

just a thought

stars will be the same a week from now, a year from now, when people don't remember us, there will still be these same stars... Not many things stay the same. Its nice to know some things do.

wisdom from today

Every new beginning comes from some other beginning's end.

i am sure that:

I don’t miss him, I miss who I thought he was.

short witty conversation

my friend said: "I love life" i said: "Why?" my friend said: "the real question is... Why not?"

a thought about time

Isn't it scary how time flies by? we hear it all the time, but when we take a long hard look at life, we finally see what we did wrong, what our greatest achievements are, and then we wonder.... what happened to all the things we were keeping ourselves busy with?, what were we thinking when we were doing that, and one of the most wondered things in life is what we let go of.. the things that were never to be destroyed fell to ashes, the friendships that were un-breakable shattered to pieces... one thing certain is that time really does fly, and its up to us to make sure we never take the things and esp. the people around us for granted, because time doesn't stop when we want it to, and there's no way we could ever turn back time, (even if we did, it wouldn't be the same)

thoughts about love and trust

To me, love and trust are two totally different things. Love is appreciating them, adoring their personality, enjoying their company. Love is always wanting to be around them because the person that they are makes you happy with yourself as well as them. Trust is not the same thing at all. Trust is believing that no matter what, they will always be there. Trust is having faith that they won't judge you or hurt you or disregard you. Trust is so much more intense than love. Love I understand. I have no idea what trust is. What I need is someone to show me.

wisdom from today

the Art of living is all about not getting involved too much with others .so if you did, don't get too close to them. and if you gone close to them, so try not likening them too much. but if you liked them, then.. don't leave them... and try to remember how it felt when you were once broken before you think of breaking someones heart

a thought

i think none should ever conclude a person on his present position because TIME has the power to change an invaluable stone into a valuable Diamond

a thought from today

the hope of winning and the fear of losing is where we stand in between. there's no taste in life without these intoxicating feeling.

decision

I'll not Trust anyone for the sake of everyone. and i'll listen to everyone for the sake of myself. and when someone asks for forgiveness and i find it in myself that I'll be able to forgive I'll forgive everyone.

my dream

The only dream worth having is to dream that i will live while I'm alive, and die only when I'm dead. To love and be loved back. To never forget my own insignificance. To never get used to the unspeakable violence and vulgar disparity of the life around me. To seek joy in the saddest places. To pursue beauty to its lair. To never simplify what is complicated or complicate what is simple. To respect strength, never power. Above all to watch. To try and understand. To never look away. And never, never to forget or forgive.

jason marz life is wonderful

It takes a crane to build a crane It takes two floors to make a storie It takes an egg to make a hen It takes a hen to make an egg There is no end to what I'm saying It takes a thought to make a word And it takes some words to make an action And it takes some work to make it work It takes some good to make it hurt It takes some bad for satisfaction life is wonderful life goes full circle wonderful It takes a night to make it done And it takes a day to make you young brother And it takes some old to make you young It takes some cold to know the sun It takes the one to have the other And it takes no time to fall in love But it takes you years to know what love is And it takes some fears to make you trust It takes those tears to make it rust It takes the dust to have it polished life is wonderful life goes full circle life is wonderful It takes some silence to make sound And it takes a lost before you found it And it takes a road to go nowhere It takes a toll to show you care It takes a hole to see a mountain life is wonderful life goes full circle life is wonderful life is meaningful life is wonderful life is meaningful life is full of life is so full of love life is wonderful life is meaningful life is full of life is so full of love

Do you ever wonder who she’d grow to become??

That sweet little girl you walk by in the street or the one who smiles back at you from the back of a car seat ahead of you….how about the ones you hear crying in the mall and others dancing and clapping to the radio tunes??? Have you ever taken the time to imagine what kind of woman she will grow into? A girly girl, a hard worker, a selfish manipulative bitch, a loving mother, supportive sister, an executive, a mental drunk, an eccentric dark minded artist or even a heartless scientist?? And does the thought of it take away from you the joy of watching that little girl enjoying herself forcing you to unconsciously smile with satisfaction for having the chance to experience this glimpse of purity and innocence!!! Do you feel scared from the thought of what the future beholds for her? Will she be harassed, manipulated, controlled, abused, rapped, looked down at, discriminated or you wish she is rather cherished, respected, understood and loved? That little girl who yet can’t say her name…who can only smile back at you …. Is just a girl….simple! For her I pray happiness, forgiveness, strength and above all enough ruthlessness as it shall be her means to keep that little girl from being crushed within her as she lives her life in years to come … to be safe and sound. There is no other ultimate objective …. That little girl shall never grow older!

a thought

i always consider people to be a written pages in my life book and There comes a point when i have to choose between keep keep writing or turning the page. some pages in this life book only ends when the book close and some pages are written badly like drafts that i just have to Tear it and some pages are written with colorful colors that i just love to read it over and over ...... in this book of life Every tear has its own story,every smile has its own history, And they create ma life-story........

I need someone who

I need someone who can keep up with me. I need someone who pushes me to my breaking point where I just wanna scream. Someone who will tell me that i'm not always right, and that sometimes I have to apologize for what I do wrong. I need someone who's gonna set me straight because no one has ever cared enough about me to try.

Strength and courage . . .

Strength and courage is when you've had almost everyone doubt and criticize everything you are and believe in, yet you still stand up and keep trying. Strength and courage is when circumstances promise you will never make it, but you keep pushing until you find a way. Strength and courage is being beaten down personally and emotionally, yet you still maintain the strength to be level headed and keep trying. Strength and courage is to have your entire life and everything you worked so hard for taken from you, yet you still stand up and say "I will not let these circumstances define me. My power is making the most of everything that comes my way because what goes up comes down, and what goes down must go back up even higher." Strength and courage is to be betrayed by almost everyone you know, yet you find a way to let all of the hurt go because you "let God" handle it. Strength and courage is having the ability to stand up for who you are and have faith in God, the universe and yourself enough that what crosses your path NEVER effects your pursuit of a brighter future. You may temporarily be hopeless, hurt, negative or human, but to refuse to stop trying that is STRENGTH AND COURAGE

to the kid i may never have

Dear babe, You're not porn yet and you might never will,and at this point i can't be sure you'll read this, much less understand what I'm going to try to tell you in this letter. But I've been thinking a lot about the life that you have ahead of you if you were meant to be, about my life so far as I reelect on what I've learned,and about my role as a dad in trying to prepare you for the trials that you will face in the coming years. I hope to help you along your path by sharing some of the best of what I've learned. As with any advice, take it with a grain of salt. What works for me might not work with you. LIFE ISN'T A COMPETITION You will meet many people who will try to outdo you, in school, in collage,at work. They'll try to have nicer cars,bigger houses,nicer clothes,cooler gadgets. To them, life is a competition''they have to do better than their peers to be happy. Here's a secret:life isn't a competition. It's a journey. If you spend that journey always trying to impress others, to outdo others, you're wasting your journey. Instead, learn to enjoy the journey. Make it a journey of happiness, of constant learning, of continual improvement, of love. Don't worry about having a nicer car or house or a better-paying job etc.None of that matters a whit, and none of it will make you any happier. You'll have these things and then only want more. Instead, learn to be satisfied with having enough''and then use the time you would have wasted trying to earn money to buy those things..use that time doing things you love. Find your passion, and pursue it doggedly. Don't settle for a job that pays the bills. Life is too short to waste on a job you hate. LOVE SHOULD BE YOUR RULE Some would live by the rule of success. Their lives will be stressful, unhappy and shallow. Others would live by the rule of selfishness putting their needs above those of others. They will live lonely lives, and will also be unhappy. Live your life by the rule of love. Love your spouse, your children,your parents,your friends, with all of your heart. Give to them what they need, and show them not cruelty nor disapproval nor coldness nor disappointment, but only love. Open your soul to them. And most of all, love yourself. While others may criticize you, learn not to be so hard on yourself, to think that your ugly or dumb or unworthy of love...but to think instead that you are a wonderful human being, worthy of happiness and love...and learn to love yourself for who you are. Finally, know that i love you and always will. you are starting out on a weird,scary,daunting, but ultimately incredibly wonderful journey, and i will be there for you when i can. Love, your mama

all i do now

All i do is just lay in bed and hide under the covers,yeah i know i should be brave,but i'm just too afraid of all this change,and it's too hard to focus through all this doubt,i keep making these to do lists,but nothing gets crossed out.

our own safty masks

Most people love you for who you pretend to be... to keep their love, you keep pretending... performing. You get to love your pretense... it's true, we're locked in an image, an act. And, the sad thing is, people get so used to their image - they grow attached to their masks. They love their chains. They forget all about who they really are. And, if you try to remind them, they hate you for it. They feel like you're trying to steal their most precious possession.