الرجل الرابع

في حياة المراة ثلاثة رجال ...

رجل تحبة ويحبها لكن تقابله في وقت متأخر يستحيل فيه تحول الحب الي زواج ...

ورجل يعشقها وحده ويتمني زواجها وهي لا تعبأ بحبه ..

ورجل احبته واحبها..واصبح ماضي لا تريد حتي ان تتذكره ...

ووسط الثلاثة يظهر الرجل الرابع الذي قد يحمل الحد الادني من كل هؤلاء وغالبا يكون هذا هو عريس الغفلة بكل اسف ..

reality sucks life out of me..

I am an excitable person who only understands life lyrically, musically, in whom feelings are much stronger as reason. I am so thirsty for the marvelous that only the marvelous has power over me. Anything I can not transform into something marvelous, I let go. Reality doesn't impress me. 
I only believe in intoxication, in ecstasy, and when ordinary life shackles me, I escape, one way or another. No more walls.
~ Anaïs Nin

and to answer an old question:Are we factually as daring as we “literary” are?
Are we all seeking ecstasy – quasi masturbating – with liberating literature or art, and disregarding – whether consciously or dreamingly – our limitations in reaching “neverland”?

I did, you did, we did.. We dreamt of neverland, and we started creating it. But reality is harsh, and it turned a dreamy neverland into a castle of ashes, another form of shackling reality.. So we were escaping from one cage into another, with the illusion of escape... We promised to float, "etre en mer", but we were weights pulling each other down to drown..

Oh well, reality sucks.. sucks the life out of me.