I don't have a fear of commitment. I actually don't believe in such thing. What I have is a continues fear of abandons.
I screw things up, especially with people I love.
I get too perfection-est , I get moody, I get distanted, I want to be close, hide in my bubble, something about revealing myself makes me uncomfortable, I get confused. I don't understand all of it, but I keep pushing
Yet again I'm surrounded, loved, cared for with keen that's what gives me peace and hope at times,
Yet again I know this universe of " oh, you are happy wait a moment let me fix this"
Period and enough!!
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